Monday, January 31, 2005
all of the memories so close to me just fade away.
thot of so so so so many prettiful memories on the way home. and it seems like im losing em. real fast. how i miss the great times we had together. *sighh // fallen in love with the pineapple tarts from marriott. funkiliciously gooood. but it costs a dollar a piece, so yeah, its forty bucks for a teeny tub. but like i said: GOOD THINGS COME IN SMALL PACKAGES... like me (: anyhows, going for trainings been becomin more n more of a drag lately. im there but my hearts not there. do i make sense? im not sure if i ever make sense any more nowadays =/ but at least it takes my mind off work for a while. especially todays. actually, i was in not bad of a mood despite havin to stay bk for emath but 3 goons screwed it all up for me. thanks ALOT. ive kinda gotten over it with one already, two more down to go. im sorry i snapped at you kaes? im like this volcano, all the tension build inside n when u irritate me, i erupt. hehs. paisay. i just hated the tone. hmm or maybe im like a jackinthebox, wind me up n when the tension builds up, i jump out n give u a good scare. only sometimes i dont mean it... the other one. forever takin me for granted. waited for you. but ya just din care didcha? well now i tell u i dont care either, thts why i walked away. u dont deserve my time. nah. so what if uve got a higher rank than me man. u want respect? u EARN it.
respect is what u earn, with pride is how u serve. doncha remb? and you! AHMAD HAKIM B ALI! adding oil to fire ah? alamak. stupid goldfishie. bleah. now im coming to the worst. its ok with me which of us comes first in the name list aite. i just enjoy my time with my sweets n i know they love me thts why if u really wanna take em', go ahead. i always oblige dont i? just tht now PT seems to be more important. i really thot u wanted to go for trainfire thts why i din mind givin it up. n now when i decidecd to stay u decide u wanted to stay too. and then theres this buncha hypocrites who not only make a big deal outta everything but u pretend to be nice to the people ard you n yet u backstab even the USM. like waddaheck man. if ya got a prob just tell him lahh! LULDCCA. whatever happened to uprightness? just like im tellin u guys NOW. ma'am says to confront but i doubt you'll listen. u guys like to interrupt dont you? ya nvr listen. so read. which leads o me apologising. im sorry if i happened to offend you but pls tell me. yes me. i dont want history to repeat-the chloe incident if ya dont remb.
bad day aside. i saw something beautiful today. chen xiao zhang playing with his grandson(i suppose) with at the playground today! i love stuff like tht. old people enjoying emselves with the onger generation. just like i enjoy seeing the old couple nearby holding hands while crossing e road. things like tht touch me deeply in the heart. i guess im living in a loving community. oh lala :DD
everyon should try the tomyum soup at lerk thai. its at bugis. GOT KICK AH! hehs.
life is like a box of chocolates, ya never know what you're gonna get.
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